TOPIC: chemical castration?

thanks mate. it supriseing how much a movie quote can make you feel better. sorry you had to deal with me today, but thank you for helping me, i am very grateful to you!

DC has given you great advice and it is good you feel a little better. Let me tell you that I almost lost my Dick due to elist implant, but I was lucky to get better. Messageman went through almost the same thing.

Your issues are deeper than the size of your penis. If you have medical insurance, seek a psychiatrist and/or medical help. Most of us did it some times in our lives. I did when I went through my divorce where the legal system fucked me over. I had tons of money and now I have 100 folds LESS. So, keep trying like DC said and the best of luck to you...

Keep us posted, you will feel a little better too when sharing your feelings here on this board in an anonymous way.

dcpimpin12 wrote: seek medical help I think u need to see a psychiatrist first before concentrating on Phalloplasty. u need the right attitude before going through with any work outs.

If I\'m 100% honest, I\'ve wanted to say the same thing to you for a long time. I didn\'t want you to get the lig cut, was totally opposed to your last surgery and think PMMA is just a rebound thing for you. When you disappeared from the board for a while I thought something terrible might have happened to you and felt guilty as I never really did much to discourage you and didn\'t want to suggest you seek psychiatric help in case it offended you.

I read in a post you made a while ago that you\'ve been seeing a therapist and I really think you should stick with that and maybe even start a thread here to see if anyone can help you find a better state of mind.

I really don\'t think you should go ahead with PMMA. I definitely remember not so long ago you saying that you couldn\'t understand why everyone wanted bigger Girth. Yet now you are planning on having a foreign body injection, simply because your length procedure didn\'t work out. Having such a drastic surgery in the first place wasn\'t the actions of someone with a rational mind. Suddenly deciding you want a bigger Girth, because that surgery didn\'t work, is even less rational.

I think you should cancel your PMMA appointment and take 6 months out. You need to try and find a better sense of perspective. This place isn\'t ideal for that, but maybe a thread in which people can discuss the irrational pre occupation many of us have with size will help you and others. We could have our own online group therapy!

I like that idea a lot, Hoddle, and I know for sure that I could benefit from it too. You\'ve made the point many times but hardly any of us are immune to very irrational and biased thinking when it comes to our penises. It seems ridiculous from a detached perspective, but some of us really are because we can\'t get over our size. Maybe something can be done about the physical fact, but more importantly we need to remember our value as human beings. We need reassurance and support and encouragement. I\'m sure we have many talents, interests, and loving relationships that need cultivation, and we shouldn\'t throw those things away because of size.

hoddle10 wrote:

dcpimpin12 wrote: seek medical help I think u need to see a psychiatrist first before concentrating on Phalloplasty. u need the right attitude before going through with any work outs.

If I\'m 100% honest, I\'ve wanted to say the same thing to you for a long time. I didn\'t want you to get the lig cut, was totally opposed to your last surgery and think PMMA is just a rebound thing for you. When you disappeared from the board for a while I thought something terrible might have happened to you and felt guilty as I never really did much to discourage you and didn\'t want to suggest you seek psychiatric help in case it offended you.

I read in a post you made a while ago that you\'ve been seeing a therapist and I really think you should stick with that and maybe even start a thread here to see if anyone can help you find a better state of mind.

I really don\'t think you should go ahead with PMMA. I definitely remember not so long ago you saying that you couldn\'t understand why everyone wanted bigger Girth. Yet now you are planning on having a foreign body injection, simply because your length procedure didn\'t work out. Having such a drastic surgery in the first place wasn\'t the actions of someone with a rational mind. Suddenly deciding you want a bigger Girth, because that surgery didn\'t work, is even less rational.

I think you should cancel your PMMA appointment and take 6 months out. You need to try and find a better sense of perspective. This place isn\'t ideal for that, but maybe a thread in which people can discuss the irrational pre occupation many of us have with size will help you and others. We could have our own online group therapy!

with all due respect Yes I have been working with a specialist on my personal issues due to my length size and yes I been depress because of it. as my treatment is going my psychiatrist asked me why was this so important to me? and as he asked me this question I realized that I was not doing this to get a woman. I was focusing on my length because I thought it would be a new challenge to accomplish and the fact that I couldn\'t accomplish it brought me down. Sure I can keep my penis size and find a woman that will be satisfy with it I know that can happen. But that\'s the easy route for me. I realized that I was letting go my dreams to gain length. until I read ur response it brought my hunger for length once again. But not to be a macho man and dominate the ladies rather because I want to accomplish this dream for my self. to say I did it. I made it happen. and yes I followed ur advice Im not ready for PMMA. I have canceled my appointment for PMMA they say they will keep my deposit until im ready for the procedure wich is good. Now im going to concentrate on gaining length again. No matter what it takes I need to do this for my self. I cant give up because I feel it can be done. Now I will leave this video of motivation to everyone that needs it.

How much is the deposit these days?
Thanks.
Kcchief

275 dollars deposit