So i guess this is the first time I perhaps regret pmma.It has to do with my erection quality.My erection quality was never really good.I had my first girlfriend and there was no problem. Also second girlfriend no problem.
Then I had another first girl first time and I had problems. I got Viagra and am basically psychologically dependent on it for a very long time now ' and now probably also dependent on it for real.Round after round of pmma it got a little worse I think.
My penis doesn't stand so upright anymore - but now less than 90 degrees. That's because of the weight.Also the pmma feels a bit squishy at certain parts. Not so much at the sides, but at the top. I had 10% first round, 30% next two rounds. So even when penis is hard, it's a bit soft. I think on parts where there is no pmma there is 1 millimetre of soft skin, then hard, at the squishiest parts it's about 4 millimetres soft and then hard.
I actually like my nodules! ' I don't know how hard your nodules are, just that the harder parts in my pmma parts I like more ' because they are harder.Also there is the 'bump' ' on the way shortly after penis glans towards base when pmma gets more. Combined with a bit less hard erection it's 'harder to fuck'.
Also the whole pmma on the top moves back with the skin a bit. The 'hole' between base and pmma in the middle i think causes this.
I feel like before I had a thin penis, but it was hard and I could fuck hard with it. Now I have a more bigger lumpy thing.Recently I was with a woman and I did not get very hard ' even with Viagra.
This is when my regrets started. I now have a bigger thing, but it's more squishy.What to do after Viagra? There is no plan B I guess, and there is no new medical thing even coming. Viagra solved the problem for 99.9%, it's solved for humanity. Is there something like the elist implant but for people with erection problems where nearly nothing helps? Something mechanical?
I tried a cockring just now. It's ok, I guess it helps a bit, it's something else I am dependent on.---So now with the next round i hope to make this better:1. I want to fill pmma between the bump and the base. Cause i think then the bump cannot be pushed back and gives more stability to the whole thing.Also: I want to put on esl40 pulling it softly upwards in first 3 days - so the pmma in this area forms in this state -> Idea is that it makes the penis point more upwards and helps with my erections2. Like in the picture, marked by the circles also pmma here:
a. middle left
b. first third at base right[c. upper right just a tiny bit would be good for symmetry, but i guess i don\'t do it cause it\'s risky cause on the other side up there i had complications with pain as written;
d. putting tiny amount at the edge of the bump in the area bump-glans also seems risky.
Perhaps leave c and d for possible next small round. I guess it\'s more \'controlled\' to do only a few parts]
(in pics are before and after pmma from the side)