TOPIC: Size Addiction

Hey Dick brothers. I really want to get PMMA (for the main purpose of filling up my lady and more self confidence). My main worry from reading lots of progress reports is that I am going to get addicted to Girth and blow myself up to a ridiculous size if I start this journey and that I won't be able to stop (and fit into other vaginas). It's natural to want to be bigger but it seems like guys are always chasing the tape measurement of their swollen hog from the last round.

I am asking guys that have had PMMA, what are your strategies for keeping Dick size in perspective and not endlessly chasing the tape measure when you reach an above average Girth like 6 inches?

Here's another question for the guys like Astrix1981 and Sizemic that have gone big: should I just lean back and let Dr. C fill up my Johnson until he refuses to make me bigger?

It seems like there are two PMMA philosophies: natural style and supersize style. I think there are merits to both. If I do this I feel like I need to commit to a concept before or otherwise I will just hmm and haw endlessly about how much Girth, rounds and shape I want.

Wow.
That gives me hope that i can go from 3.7 Inch Erect Girth to 5 inches Erect.
Ok, just a bit more. 5.5 inches. Maximum.
Ok, i see the problem..

First of all, I want to echo everything thehulk has said. Second, I will be real in this post... so here it goes... I hope it makes sense haha I will basically type it out as I think it.

? I started with 4.5\"EG... It took me 4+ rounds to get over 6\" Girth.
? At pretty much every \"touch-up\" round I thought to myself \"well you are spending all this money and time... why not make the most of the trip here and get a full round?\"

thehulk wrote: A huge factor is the mental side. If a person has low self esteem or a narcissist, they will compensate by any means they can, and if they are interested in PE, then PMMA can be their drug of choice (not really a drug, but you know what i mean).

-- OK maybe I\'m a bit narcissistic, but I like the drug comment... It is almost like a high, it\'s hard to explain. But essentially you get this big rush of excitement after a successful round. You feel like the fucking MAN. Eventually, it subsides and even giant sizes feel \"normal\" again, which leads to the temptation of wanting more.

Only now, here I sit basically at 8\" Girth and sometimes I honestly hate it. Sure during sex (assuming my partner is enjoying it) it is great... but honestly. How the hell could anyone believe that what I have is natural. Or worse, how can I even walk around the men\'s change room without dudes thinking I am a freak or a weirdo?

It\'s a double-edged sword. I feel more self-conscious now at this size than I did at 4.5\"EG.

Now I am in a position where, if I am actually serious about someone when I start a relationship I have to either lie or tell the truth. Questions will be there. This kind of Girth really doesn\'t happen naturally...

Lie and live your life as a lie. Sure maybe nothing happens down the line. But what if some complication happens? What if you have to tell the person you have been lying to for so many years, that loves and trusts you, that you actually lied about why your Dick is so fat and that you went to Tijuana Mexico of all places to have a doctor inject plexiglass particles into your Dick? --- Trust me in that, I\'ve been lying to a lot of people in my life and it does eventually play a toll on you. Especially when your Dick is so fat that even jeans and normal work wear you have a noticeable bulge. Suddenly you get thinking more about it, even during the times when you should be focused on other things.

Tell the truth and run the risk of having that new person you meet think you are a weirdo, sex obsessed or anything in between.

Honestly, given my experience with lots of female partners. The reactions didn\'t change all that much from 6.5\" Girth to now... if I could go back, I would have stuck below 7\" Girth.... IMHO I got the best reactions / sex sessions between my rounds where I was 5.75\" Girth to 6.75\" Girth.

Sure I\'ve met a few size queens who go mad over the thick Girth I have now... but they are so few and far between... and usually they aren\'t as hot as the chicks I can get normally anyway.

Keep in mind, sometimes I feel like my motivations for surgical PE are different then many here... Even though I was only 4.5\"EG before PMMA, I never had complaints about my Girth and I wasn\'t desperate or anything like that (I wasn\'t doing it because I felt like I had to in order to live a normal life or satisfy my partner better in some way). I had very regular sex with multiple women before PMMA and I\'m not so sure me getting more size has ever been for my partner\'s enjoyment. I\'ve always been drawn to big Dick porn and for me I think this is likely somewhat of a fetish for me. I am not sure why.

That being said. Many many moons ago I decided to not get any more PMMA. Yes, Dr. C basically has said to me in the past \"no more PMMA\" but, I\'ve also come to the realization that more size will only cause me issues from here. If I could rewind a bit of this size I think I would.

Especially this last year, I feel like something has clicked inside my brain... I have been smoking weed more lately which maybe has triggered these thoughts?... but honestly my desire for PE and Porn and sex, everything has dampened significantly and I feel ready to live a normal life again. I feel like I went from horny level 11/10 down to a more normal 6.5/10.

I used to make and sell my own amateur porn for gods sake (with actual actresses and webcam models). Now, I\'m lucky to masturbate twice in a week. Something has changed in the way I think... a positive change I\'d say.

I can\'t even say its because I am getting older... I am almost 30 now (which is still quite young)... but even doing a cycle of Testosterone during these last few months didn\'t make me want to fuck like I used to.

Go watch some Jordan Peterson videos on YouTube (his lectures or some of his longer form stuff... especially the stuff on sorting yourself out)... your perspective on what is and isn\'t important in life might change a bit.

I might add to this later I am not sure. But that\'s basically where I\'m at right now with this. If I were to start all over again, I wouldn\'t want what I have now. But that being said, I still feel very lucky to not have any complications and a Dick that at least attempts at looking normal-ish at this size.

thebeast1 wrote: For me having a bad first round certainly led to other rounds. I\'m not sure if starting size accounts for how many rounds a person gets, it certainly didn\'t me. You know yourself better than we do though. I think you have a good feeling going in if you will end up with 1 or several rounds. btw, not all rounds are equal.

Starting size is a big motivator for multiple rounds.

Most everyone here is after a 6inch Girth, plus. It seems to be the ideal Girth, with some wanting even more or the rare individual who just wants a half Inch.

Point is, if you start at 4 inches,you cannot get to 6 inches with 1 round. Even starting at 5inches doesnt guarantee a 6inch Girth.

I\'ve been reading the forum for years, so it\'s just something ive observed. The people who only get one round are certainly not the norm.

But we\'re all brothers here, sharing opinions and stories. Its all good.

For me having a bad first round certainly led to other rounds. I\'m not sure if starting size accounts for how many rounds a person gets, it certainly didn\'t me. You know yourself better than we do though. I think you have a good feeling going in if you will end up with 1 or several rounds. btw, not all rounds are equal.

I see what you are saying hulk. I should mention that I am trying to get big muscles through weight training (researching if I should start a very light steroid round to help me get swole). I think about PMMA as a part of an overall Male Enhancement stragegy of mine that includes putting on and defining muscle, dressing good, learning new sex techniques, and other measures. I mentioned those guys because they are kind of ideal goals for body and Dick but I don't consider them realistically achievable results just an inspiration.

Understand that great bodies have little zero to do with penis size aside from a small fat pad and WAY more to do with mental state.

That said, fat guys and fit guys both have had PMMA, try and go into this with realistic expectations about your body and penis.

You seem to already be headed down the wrong mental path.

Thanks for the thoughts. This is all a hypothetical exercise about PMMA and my state of mind but I think as it's valuable to think and talk about before I book my appointment. When I see guys with great bodies and big PMMA hogs like briceb, CPW, and Astrix1981 I think damn! Go to Dr. C and just let him work his magic until he cuts me off!

Personally I think having awesome first round results would be one huge determining factor in only having one round. For me, the results were great with minimal aesthetic issues.

It appears the guys who need multiple rounds for touchups are a bit greedy and think \"why not.\"

Another factor is starting size, if a guy starts at 4-5 inches and wants 6+ he\'s more likely to get greedy, due to not having what they view as huge and now being able to attain it. All they need is more rounds...whereas if your starting size is 5-6 he maybe satisfied with a moderate gain, as long as he\'s not tempted with required touchup rounds.

A huge factor is the mental side. If a person has low self esteem or a narcissist, they will compensate by any means they can, and if they are interested in PE, then PMMA can be their drug of choice (not really a drug, but you know what i mean).

Just my thoughts.

Keeping things in perspective is always difficult with this. My Dick always swelled up +1.25-1.5 after each round, but looked damn good when swollen. My noticeable bruising always went away quick. Around day 3-4 I always just had a huge Dick that looked normal. Nothing was more defeating than watching it drop in size day after day. I only had very minor gains after each round. This psychologically is tough to deal with. Especially on the Flaccid size.

Sizemic makes some really good points. Sometimes the idea of getting a huge Dick is better than the reality. There really is an addictive nature to getting bigger and everyone has different reasons to do so. But getting bigger downstairs won\'t help much if you aren\'t together upstairs.