TOPIC: Going from 'too Small' Anxiety to 'will she find out'-Anxiety after PMMA? +more

@neverendingjourney What type of implant or filler did do you have?

Actually I think ur Dick looks fine and it\'s Girth is ginormous statistically. If u wanted completely natural and slightly larger I feel u could\'ve gotten 2 rounds of 10? rather than 5 rounds total.

I had the \"smooth\" finish round of micro drops.. It looks decent Flaccid but Erect is when the problems really present themselves. I didn\'t get 5 rounds bc I wanted to. I was trying to fix what happened in my first round. My first round was terrible because I used a sleeve and it smashed all the product together is certain spots. They no longer recommend that. It was 3 years ago and still in the trial and error stage. I believe the results are better now. But ever since the first procedure, I\'ve just tried to even it out. 6 rounds actually. I would only get 10% if I could do it again. And I recommend that to anyone else that reads my journey.

To be honest i think all you need is to even out the base and enlarge the glads area and it would be almost perfect. Still doesn\'t look bad bro. Most women don\'t even notice because dicks come in all shapes and sizes with funny looks.

I\'m probably going for 2nd round sometime this year but I can\'t make a decision on finishing up with 10% or going another round of 30 then a final round with 10%.

neverendingj, if you were born that way, would you have ever \"known\" it\'s mis-shappened? After a procedure, it\'s a new Dick! Never again as before. But there are men with dicks naturally like that and proud of it! Me, I\'d be glad to exchange with you.

I\'ll have to agree with mike81 that the board is a bunch of whiners. Throughout my life I never knew I had webbing until someone whined about it here, took a look at myself in the mirror and now it\'s added to the shit in my head. Whilst I\'ve come to conclude that only PMMA ticks in the points on a checklist about satisfactory Girth enhancement, the answers we seek are quite few in a myriad of whinings. Guys dangle their dicks (lig cuts), pop their glans, create dents by excising \"lumps\" etc. then all come here whining. Lawd, if we allowed chicks to come posting their whinings about what they see ...

jogift wrote: neverendingj, if you were born that way, would you have ever \"known\" it\'s mis-shappened? After a procedure, it\'s a new Dick! Never again as before. But there are men with dicks naturally like that and proud of it! Me, I\'d be glad to exchange with you.

I\'ll have to agree with mike81 that the board is a bunch of whiners. Throughout my life I never knew I had webbing until someone whined about it here, took a look at myself in the mirror and now it\'s added to the shit in my head. Whilst I\'ve come to conclude that only PMMA ticks in the points on a checklist about satisfactory Girth enhancement, the answers we seek are quite few in a myriad of whinings. Guys dangle their dicks (lig cuts), pop their glans, create dents by excising \"lumps\" etc. then all come here whining. Lawd, if we allowed chicks to come posting their whinings about what they see ...

Your definitely right then guys would be whinning bc girl think their Dick are defored and ugly, we got to learn to love what you have.

Neverending, did you used to post under \"jewdub\"? If so it does look better than before, but I understand you man. I have very similar problems. Thinking about doing a fat transfer as a last ditch effort to fill things out and make an even layer to hide the PMMA bumps.

@james

I\'ve been wanting to see your results. I was always thinking you\'d eventually start a thread but I haven\'t seen anything. Can you go into detail about your procedure and how/why you think it didn\'t turn out the best?

You do not have to go huge to enjoy the benefits of PMMA.. I cannot emphasize the importance of after care enough. I have no lumps after two rounds. As a nudist , I have been seen naked by thousands of people before and after and have never been questioned.

mike81 wrote: @james I\'ve been wanting to see your results. I was always thinking you\'d eventually start a thread but I haven\'t seen anything. Can you go into detail about your procedure and how/why you think it didn\'t turn out the best?

It was a poor result from round one basically.

It\'s hard to explain because you never really know what an acceptable outcome is, but essentially the PMMA from round one all accumulated onto the top side of my penis instead of being evenly dispersed.

Google the \"airbus beluga\" plane and I kid you not that is basically what my Dick looked like. It was never rock hard like a Nodule, although I have a few that cause issues, but it was an obvious mass of packed clay-like material that was flexible and could move around.

I say was because I have since had follow up procedures to balance things out on the sides to make it more even - and it more or less has worked when Flaccid and cosmetically.

The problem is when Erect, I do have at least 3 rock hard nodules, including one that puts pressure on my urethra near the base of the shaft and is a health concern for me in the long run, but so far hasn\'t significantly blocked my urination - so not an immediate problem.

Also the beluga whale hump is still there when Erect, and it moves freely over my real penis. When Erect and anyone touches it, it slides all over the top of the shaft and feels kind of like a pencil eraser- not the kind on the pencil but the pink stand alone ones - a little bit smaller and not perfectly rectangle, but the same consistency and firmness. Essentially a hard implant on the top of my penis that is easily palpable and moves freely. Not ideal, and I believe unacceptable for the long term, especially in combination with the other nodules on the sides of the shaft and base/

Unfortunate because I don\'t want to go back to below 4.5 natural Girth, but am convinced I will have this removed if a free fat transfer cannot fill in everything and make things satisfactorily smooth, even the lumps are still there.

Not sure how it happened, things seemed fine right after the procedures until months later when all the swelling disappeared and all that was left were obvious hard spaces. I believe I actually didn\'t have enough material in the early rounds.

My theory is that my penis skin is loose and the conservative low amount of material actually worked against me by having so much free space, too much was able to move around and accumulate at the top of the shaft. This is why I am hoping a free fat/ stem cell - the new apparently better method - can just really fill everything to the brim and hide all the lumps.

We will see, I\'m giving it another year or two before I do anything. Some days are better than others and I think lumps are starting to soften, but my penis is noticeably deformed. Pretty sure the large mass at the top will never go away, and the hard pieces of plastic will cause more problems.

jamesjarmish wrote: Neverending, did you used to post under \"jewdub\"? If so it does look better than before, but I understand you man. I have very similar problems. Thinking about doing a fat transfer as a last ditch effort to fill things out and make an even layer to hide the PMMA bumps.

yeah that was me. deleted my account and came back

@JamesJarmish
What strength did you have?

I had 30%

Not sure how it happened, things seemed fine right after the procedures until months later when all the swelling disappeared and all that was left were obvious hard spaces. I believe I actually didn\'t have enough material in the early rounds.

Oh my!
So
1. the swelling only disappeared after a few months
2. only then you saw the (long hardened) end result

Do you think there would be a way to monitor the even-ness of the distribution, now looking back?
(And \'correcting\' with massage in first 3 days?)

My theory is that my penis skin is loose and the conservative low amount of material actually worked against me by having so much free space, too much was able to move around and accumulate at the top of the shaft. This is why I am hoping a free fat/ stem cell - the new apparently better method - can just really fill everything to the brim and hide all the lumps.

A new form of free fat transfer?