TOPIC: Dermal Fat Graft removal?

So I am thinking of not going through with the appointment I have scheduled for next week for PMMA after all. I would be curious to know how many people on this board have come to a similar conclusion?

Underlying everything is the fact that I know I do not have another recovery in me if something goes wrong. My last experience was too traumatic and it took 10 years to go from great, to my body not accepting it and the graft hardening.

Also, I always assumed that I would absolutely, unquestioningly need to do something to replace the first procedure and now I feel like I don\'t. Partly because I am bigger than I thought I would be after the surgery (although I have the mental anxiety that since it is not the biggest it is not big enough); and partly because I am sort of very happy to be natural after 2 decades.

My first choice would still be to have a healthy living graft, but I think my second choice may be to do nothing for now and let it heal given that I have lived with a hardened graft under my skin for so long.

I am a little apprehensive writing this as I am not 100% certain yet, and I do not want to stress anyone out who has PMMA by bringing up my anxiety. It is pretty clear that it is fine for many people long term, but since I drew the short card last time with my grafts I am super sensitive to drawing it again.

I don\'t know if I should go down there and use my appointment for info and discuss my issues, or just cancel and give them time to book the space.

hunkydory wrote: So I am thinking of not going through with the appointment I have scheduled for next week for PMMA after all. I would be curious to know how many people on this board have come to a similar conclusion?

Underlying everything is the fact that I know I do not have another recovery in me if something goes wrong. My last experience was too traumatic and it took 10 years to go from great, to my body not accepting it and the graft hardening.

Also, I always assumed that I would absolutely, unquestioningly need to do something to replace the first procedure and now I feel like I don\'t. Partly because I am bigger than I thought I would be after the surgery (although I have the mental anxiety that since it is not the biggest it is not big enough); and partly because I am sort of very happy to be natural after 2 decades.

My first choice would still be to have a healthy living graft, but I think my second choice may be to do nothing for now and let it heal given that I have lived with a hardened graft under my skin for so long.

I am a little apprehensive writing this as I am not 100% certain yet, and I do not want to stress anyone out who has PMMA by bringing up my anxiety. It is pretty clear that it is fine for many people long term, but since I drew the short card last time with my grafts I am super sensitive to drawing it again.

I don\'t know if I should go down there and use my appointment for info and discuss my issues, or just cancel and give them time to book the space.

Brother I\'m not a psychology major, although I am taking a course. ;P I believe you need to be fully prepared mentally for this. You need to fully want it, because you will experience stages of Franken Weenie as some members have named it and that may trigger severe depression. You need to be fully aware of what you are getting yourself into (as I\'m sure you are) and accept the consequences should something not come out correctly or go wrong.

Hi Hunkydory,

That\'s only up to you to decide. I suppose if you\'re not 100% sure about it then give it a time. You might think differently in 6 months time. I have a similar dilemma with my nose, when I was 16, I was beaten up and my nose got broken so now it is a bit asymmetrical. I see it, I\'m thinking about fixing it for years but somehow I don\'t find the courage. Especially because it looks that it is only me who fecking sees it. I mentioned it to a very few people and they all were surprised and they said they never noticed until I pointed it out to them. Meaning - if being natural feels good then don\'t rush things. A completely different story would be if you could not stand the sight of it.

Thanks Iron Martin. I actually have a doctorate in psychology that I don\'t use - but you made perfect sense. I am not ready yet. And I am not ready for consequences. The first time round I was ready for anything, so thanks for clearing that up for me.

@undecided thanks for the same reason. I think i will tell them to hold the money for 6 months and then decide. I haven\'t had sex with my natural un-enhanced penis in 2 decades, I think I should try it out first. The answer I think, will be really obvious when the time is right.

best to everyone.

Wise decision to hold off, best of luck to you

Since it has been six - seven? months since I had my fat grafts removed, I thought I would add an updated photo for reference, and not just leave it with the mangled images.
I still have hyper-pigmentation which usually takes me about a year to get rid of (this is my 3rd go round with it). I read somewhere that it is caused by trauma from blood collecting under the skin and that it takes 9 months to get rid of generally. The scar looks extra noticeable as the rest of my Dick is so dark, but doesn\'t really bother me given what it could have been. Also the skin is a little wrinkled but I can live with that given how much they took out it I was expecting worse. I feel like I can use this and not have to explain about the penis reduction and keep my history to myself I\'ll update at my year anniversary too.

It looks totally normal to me. I\'d actually say it\'s aesthetically a nice looking penis. Your skin looks way better than mine does after fat Removal.

I agree with Hoddle. That is a totally normal-looking penis and I have seen many penises who have never gone under the knife that didn\'t look as aesthetic as yours.

Thank you very much Hoddle and 8-Ball
- I think the Tamanu oil helps with the skin. I am also glad I did not have the PMMA when I was going to as I was nowhere near healed enough. It is still a little sore 6 months out, it would have been a disaster on me.

Wow - it looks really good. I forgot what your old pics were like and just jumped to this page. I was like - wait this is a reduced size?? It still looks pretty huge. I really wouldn\'t mess with PMMA at your size ... and from all your surgery, ther may be some irregularities you have internally that could make the PMMA ball up.

hunkydory wrote: Since it has been six - seven? months since I had my fat grafts removed, I thought I would add an updated photo for reference, and not just leave it with the mangled images.
I still have hyper-pigmentation which usually takes me about a year to get rid of (this is my 3rd go round with it). I read somewhere that it is caused by trauma from blood collecting under the skin and that it takes 9 months to get rid of generally. The scar looks extra noticeable as the rest of my Dick is so dark, but doesn\'t really bother me given what it could have been. Also the skin is a little wrinkled but I can live with that given how much they took out it I was expecting worse. I feel like I can use this and not have to explain about the penis reduction and keep my history to myself I\'ll update at my year anniversary too.

Yea it\'s a nice Dick. Your Flaccid length is literally my goal.

@honkydory whats your Flaccid measurements?

Thanks Iron Martin. New1inch I had my ligs cut 20 years ago so don\'t turtle much - but with the dfg my Flaccid went from 6\" or 7\" x 6\". I gained 2\" Girth from the surgery or even a little more. Without the grafts I am usually 5\" or 6\" Flaccid. Sometimes even smaller - there is much more variation without the graft in me. Post surgery I am 7 x 5.25 Erect, and about 5 or 6 x 4.5 or 5 depending on its mood.
Looking at the pic I realize I have hyper-pigmentation all over my Balls too. I didn\'t notice before.

It looks great. I thought abut the log cut in the past.. I just dont want that cut on my pubic area. Wish it was a way around that.

My scar for that is minimal to almost invisible. I have never had anyone notice it, but there seem to be multiple techniques. It is about a 2 Inch horizontal line and under your pubes. It would only be noticeable if you shave that area. But I think it depends on the doctor.