TOPIC: What Motivates You TO PE?

I\'m with briceb. You hit it on the head brother!

Same with me about the ECA stack. The first time I ever got ripped, able to show my abs, was when I used that combination. But it didnt affect my erections, at all. Dont use it anymore.

@Rondo

Ephedrine made you and your friends \"shrivel\"? Never happened to me. And I still use it from time to time. Sure, it\'s a diuretic (makes you want to pee often) but never had any penis issues while I used it. Weird. Maybe I was lucky. Still love the feeling of a good ephedrine/caffeine combo in the morning!

My motivation is similiar to most- insecurity primarily surrounding Flaccid \'Turtling\'. I (do not like to) recall occasions after using effedrine back in the day when I would shrivel up to nothing. My buddies and I used to refer to it as \'shrivel crank\'- a side-effect we all seemed to have. I also had the \'typical\' experience of growing up with well-endowed guys 9-10\". One in every crowd I was in it seems. I\'m happy to report I am now a shower not a Grower. Regarding Erect, I did have some minor issues when dating after a divorce-mostly in my own head, but I think some young girls really just are so \'confused\' themselves that they make us men insecure to mask their own. I am still always wanting \'more\'- but this strictly a vanity or \'obsession\' issue. I am in a LTR and am told often that it\'s \'huge\'- I have a great sexual relationship, although my days as \'player\' are over. Just as some women obsess about their weight, I think men will obsess over their penises. It seems entirely natural to me.

Here\'s what I posted in another thread, its my motivation.

I was 4.5\" Girth before PMMA. I never once had a negative comment on my size whether Girth or length (this maybe due to my length: 7.25\"+ NBPEL, so naturally girls would still see it and think I am big... the small Girth only made it look longer). I never had any comment saying I was small or thin. In fact, I actually got a lot of compliments from girls and the rumour going around in my inner circle of friends was that I was a pretty hung guy. My crazy shower Flaccid helped the rumours too (6\"+ x 4.25\").

My motivation to get PMMA was not so much a size insecurity as it was a inner want and need to be bigger than everyone else. I can\'t really explain it other than vanity and a possible size fetish. I only watch big Dick porn, in fact, the bigger the Dick and the more petite the girl the better. I even find it hard to get off on porn if the guy is not hugely hung.

This is the only way I can explain it. Like a guy obsessed with the gym and working out trying to get as big as possible... even when everyone around him thinks that being so big is stupid and impractical... the big guy likes to be as strong and big as possible and takes pride in it.

I feel very much the same about my Dick. Now I have to be careful, because at 6.25\" Girth I am at a good size that most girls will take it fine with a little bit of foreplay. Not to mention that with the girls I am getting with (university aged girls age 18 - 26) 6.25\" is pretty much always the biggest they have ever had and likely ever will have.

But I honestly think that I have some sort of fetish wanting and driving me to be bigger and it is NOT rooted in negative comments from my past. Honestly, if I had the cash and didn\'t care about asethetics... I\'d be signing up for a round 5. I feel like I owe it to myself now to ride this PMMA thing out a while.

If two years or more down the road I want to add more and it seems safe to do so, I wouldn\'t be suprised if I do. It would be fueled by vanity though and not to give more pleasure to others.

I told my story on the old site and copied it in a similar thread on this site

phalloboards.websitetoolbox.com/post/Why...-PE-5370716?trail=30

Please check it out as there are some great stories from members posted there. A snippet from my post:

eqstudent wrote: My story: I got to the PE forums due to a concern about falling erection quality (EQ). As I got to late-40s, 3 years post-divorce, I started to notice a loss in EQ during sex and as soon as I ejaculated the little guy turtled and went fast asleep. I tend to date the 30 something crowd (and occasionally the 20 something) I did not want to get on the Vitamin-V train so I decided to investigate alternatives.

...See phalloboards.websitetoolbox.com/post/Why...-PE-5370716?trail=30 for the rest...

The thing I am struggling with is I never considered PE or thought I was 'small' until I got on the PE sites (PEGym, Thunders, and this one). Most members are talking about 6' or 7' inch girths and the magic 8' x 6'. Now I find myself seriously considering first Alloderm and now ppma.

Interesting journey to PMMA.

I\'m fortunate not to have had a female point out the obvious, but that\'s probably because it was f**king obvious! hah
I will say, however, that post-PMMA I\'ve been exponentially more comfortable discussing topics like sex, size, etc with females that I would have otherwise avoided in the past. I guess after all, for some men there is a connection between size & confidence... oh wait, let me rephrase that...there is a connection between normalcy & confidence.

Most size issues are between our ears, not between our legs. But the keyword is most.
My reason for PE were my pre-PMMA stats
\'Nuff said

@hoddle10

That\'s a very \"man-like\" answer. Most women don\'t care as much as we pretend they do. Confidence is key. If you perform well, the job gets done.

If they\'re sluts, they spread the message to friends and you can build a network of sex-buddies.. Then you\'re stuck with countless emails/text messages going forward. Yeah, what a shame! Poor you!

Stop this BS about you needing to cure your insecurities. Have fun with what you have (and have already enhanced) and forget about the rest.

One day, when you meet the \"ONE\", it will be different. Yes, I\'ve already met \"the ONE\". But I screwed it up. Don\'t do it to yourself. Its not about your penis. You may believe so, but it\'s not the truth.

Big John wrote: I didn\'t have any bad experiences in High School. In fact, I was blissfully unaware throughout my teens. The first time I realized that something was amiss wasn\'t until I was 20. I was stationed in Germany and started seeing a German girl. She was 28 and had been married and had a child. Sex was great for me and worked for her but one night, and I\'ll never forget this, she was holding my junk and softly said \"so kleine\". That started the internal questioning and probably made me look for it from that point forward. Another girl in college, again the sex great for me and good for her, and I were talking one night and somehow the question of size came up and I told her she would never want one 10 inches long, and she replied \"oh yes I would\". Then I got married and overheard my wife on the phone with one of her friends and she referred to me as \"tiny\". She still doesn\'t know that I heard. Another girl told three of her friends with me sitting there that I was small and then talked about another guy and how huge he was at which point they all got excited and I hauled ass. There are other bad memories as well all of which led me to the experiment. At the end of that, with scientific proof in hand, I jumped into PE with both feet. Now I\'m almost 50 and finally getting close to the size I wish I had been born with.

You\'ve had some terrible luck with women. I\'ve spent almost my entire adult life with a deformed penis and have always been terrified that a girl would say something or be freaked out when they see it, but having slept with around 50, I can say none have ever said a word about it. I had a really obvious, ugly Y/V scar and a lumpy soft shaft, that was only 4.9\" in Girth (post FFT) and usually around 5.5\" long. I could never enjoy sex and felt so apprenhensive beforehand as I was convinced that they\'d ask what the fuck was wrong with my junk or at least make a size comment, but it\'s never happened. Most of these girls have been drinking aswell, so you\'d expect them to be more likely to blurt something out.

I was also unaware of size differences most of my life, to tell you the truth. Never bothered with it, was never anything I though or cared about until...... the internet era arrived and I took a glimpse at other men and saw I was different! LOL Then I still didnt do much about it until I divorced, and, since I was already doing a lot in the gym, I decided it was time to try to do something for my friend down there. And it worked! Slowly but it did! I am in the process of getting tired of it, but am considering PMMA and a furtehr 6 months of heavy stretching and stay with what i got and forget about it.

Because I know I can. That\'s it. I never gave my penis a second thought until I saw the movie \"Boogie Nights\" and then I got curious about John Holmes and then wondered if I could make my penis bigger. It\'s never been about an insecurity for me, more a \"scientific quest\" of sorts. I saw other men claiming to have made theirs bigger and I got intrigued. It\'s just another form of body modification in my book.

I didn\'t have any bad experiences in High School. In fact, I was blissfully unaware throughout my teens. The first time I realized that something was amiss wasn\'t until I was 20. I was stationed in Germany and started seeing a German girl. She was 28 and had been married and had a child. Sex was great for me and worked for her but one night, and I\'ll never forget this, she was holding my junk and softly said \"so kleine\". That started the internal questioning and probably made me look for it from that point forward. Another girl in college, again the sex great for me and good for her, and I were talking one night and somehow the question of size came up and I told her she would never want one 10 inches long, and she replied \"oh yes I would\". Then I got married and overheard my wife on the phone with one of her friends and she referred to me as \"tiny\". She still doesn\'t know that I heard. Another girl told three of her friends with me sitting there that I was small and then talked about another guy and how huge he was at which point they all got excited and I hauled ass. There are other bad memories as well all of which led me to the experiment. At the end of that, with scientific proof in hand, I jumped into PE with both feet. Now I\'m almost 50 and finally getting close to the size I wish I had been born with.

Very interesting question. For myself, I\'m 6\' tall and have been weight-lifting for many years. I\'m fairly muscular. Take a look at an \"average\" top-bodybuilder and a \"standard\" cover-model on men\'s health magazine. Then picture someone right in the middle. That\'s me. But naturally, I have very muscular legs. This was the first instance that my stupid brain made me think my penis looked small. And it did, with respect to the rest on my body. I was \"average\" by most accounts. But after having met people who have gone through various surgical PE proceedures, I eventually wanted it myself.

My story will be documented here soon (don\'t want to get into it right now). I went to Elist. I liked the idea of huge Girth and... as a side benefit, he told me that the implant would make my penis straight. And it did! I\'m naturally curved a bit to the left. But the implant made me perfectly \"linear\"! You could have used my penis to calibrate the laser-detection-devices at CERN (where they have the worlds largest particle-accelerator).

But, having said all that, I would have done things VERY differently if I had the experience to do so (as documented in another thread). As for now, I want to try stretching/Hanging/pumping. Just to see (for myself) if this works or not. Honestly, I want to be AT LEAST 5.25\" circ or more. Hopefully when I get the implant out, the \"capsule\" will have me above that. I\'ve had the implant out before and measured 5.75\" circ during that time, so I hope this is indicative of future success. But I\'ll see. Maybe more PE surgery is in my future.

I\'d be TOTALLY happy to simply have my original length of 6\" and have a 5.5\" circ. Of course, I want to try for greater length. But I have to wait on this for (at least) several months as work is my current priority.

Keep you all up to date. All the best,

MHN

Once again one of your stories sounds all too familiar to me. My moment came after a school swimming class. Unfortunately in my case, I was the one everyone was looking at and talking about and it wasn\'t because I was so big! I don\'t want to go into too much detail, as if I ever get my penis sorted I plan to tell my whole story, with a happy ending. I want it to be triumphant and that wouldn\'t be the case if I wrote it now.

So, to cut a long story short, my towel, which had been wrapped around my waist, fell to the floor, and a guy got a glimpse of my tiny penis. Within seconds the whole changing room knew I was hung like a mouse. Without doubt that was the most significant moment of my life and it probably isn\'t an overly dramatic exaggeration to say that my life went into free fall from then on.

Before that penis size didn\'t really bother me too much, but I must have been slightly concerned as I was always careful to make sure no one else saw it.