TOPIC: Loose/ Soft Skin after filler

Am I the only one with this issue of having a glove-like, loose gooey mess of skin over my shaft that moves independently from my shaft even when Erect?
I originally started with HA about a year and a half ago, got a total of maybe 15 syringes over a few procedures. I wasn't really a fan. Had the whole Michelin man look going, migrating filler and it was just soft.
After reading people on here saying that Bellafil was more firm and natural feeling, I went ahead and saw Rupeka back in November, got 10 syringes. I'm still not impressed.
It just basically feels like I have much thicker, gooey skin. Even when Erect I feel like I have a hard hot dog inside of a big gooey corn dog. During penetration, the filler gets pushed back to the base. When I receive oral I can see the filler being moved back and it looks and feels awkward, to where I feel dumb and even lose interest.
If the skin could somehow stay intact with the shaft then it could possibly be ok, but honestly this has been extremely disappointing.
I am Circumcised btw. Started a bit over 5" Girth Erect. Sitting about 6" now, if an extra Inch of goo counts.

Do you have pictures you could share?

A few Flaccid and semi Erect

Can we do videos?

Honestly man, the pics don't look that bad at all. In fact, you look hung. I'm jealous to be honest. Especially Erect, you look very well endowed. Maybe it's hard to tell your problem from photos? Have any partners noticed or said anything to you a out the filler moving around when giving blowjobs/handjobs?

It should take a while for the your bodies collagen production to kick in, by three months you should be there but it can take as long as 6 months. However, you did say you had it back in November so it should have been enough time. I noticed that the last time with my first round that once the Bellafill collagen was gone I had these weird high and low spots and nodules. With time it got much better. I just had my second round two weeks ago exactly and I'm starting to notice the nodules and goooey spots like you mention starting to pop up again but if it's anything like the last time then I'm not worried I know it will get better. That's one of the reason too that aftercare is so important. Things look good for the first few days and you feel like you don't have to massage and even out but then after a few days the imperfections start to show up. Give it a little more time and see what happens.

No, I haven't had anyone say anything. But I notice it, and it bugs me because I know it looks and feels unnatural. Maybe I'm just in my head a bit with it. But I get to thinking that surely they notice it, they're just not saying it, and then I get in my head and start stressing about it. When my EQ is good it's not as bad, but the more I stress the worse my EQ is. Vicious cycle kind of thing. Even with good EQ, I need a decent amount of lube, otherwise I feel like I have issues with filler getting pushed towards the base during penetration.
The HA was not good for me. It was too soft from the get go and it migrated on me continuously to certain spots. I had to have it melted where it would tend to bunch up, and then would try to have it filled in the spots where it never seemed to want to stay. The Bellafil at least seemed to settle and not move after the first few days, and I was super careful with the after care. I did wind up with a Nodule where some of the product leaked down to the underside, though. Maybe my expectations were a bit high as far as the firmness, and I still have a good amount of HA. I'll try to be patient and give it time.
I will say that you really need to be mentally tough for this sometimes. Some of the people on here seem to have such great outcomes right away, looking and feeling natural. When it's not a great outcome, it can be challenging.

The doc gave you bellafil without dissolving all the HA? That sounds ludicrous on his part.its probably the HA that is squishy that you're noticing.

Rybrad wrote: The doc gave you bellafil without dissolving all the HA? That sounds ludicrous on his part.its probably the HA that is squishy that you're noticing.

This is what I was thinking as well. Why not dissolve the HA first?

I don't know, I've read other people mixing fillers without issues. After multiple sessions of trying to get the HA somewhat even I didn't want to start all over with dissolving everything and dealing with weeks/ months of more needle holes and waiting for it to heal, etc. It's not an exact science and it's not assured that it will all go away, much less dissolve evenly. Chances are I could have just started making things all uneven again, at least from my understanding.
The Dr. felt he could still apply the Bellafil evenly and as the HA went away over time, I could have the Bellafil touched up. And I think he did a decent job of doing it evenly. I had expected a firmer feel, though, but it just felt like more of the same.

@EZPZ
Hey man first off, I’m sorry you’re not on a high and absolutely loving your thickness. I agree with the guys … I think it looks great. Super thick and heavy looking.
I’m thinking the HA will eventually dissolve. It’s life isn’t permanent to begin with. What’s y’all’s thoughts on that?

A reminder - when you artificially enhance your penis, what minor dermal variations were already there may become even more palpable and that's okay. In other words, you can only predict the extent the new collagen will work with the mobility of your skin. I personally believe that short of having a major Nodule, ridge, or lump, most partners aren't going to notice unless you invite scrutiny.

I've gained nearly 3 whole inches in Girth, so I absolutely have variations & nuances that a suspecting/discerning eye may notice. Otherwise, I've never had a woman comment on it other than acknowledging its thickness.

We're our own harshest critics, if we carry it like we're packin it, the vast majority of partners wouldn't be the wiser. Besides, if you have the time and funds, a lot of these minor imperfections can be corrected over months & years at a fraction of the cost (because you'll be requiring much less mL's). Took me a few years to achieve both size and aesthetics, but then again I started on the thin side. For some of you blessed to start with a good unit, even less time & resources.